40：Rants

我真的无法相信你是一个那么假的人。你怎么可以装到你对她一点偏见都没有然后向她是你的最好朋友一样一起嘻嘻哈哈而事实是你对她有很多偏见。

当你没有她们时，你把我当成好像你唯一最好的朋友而且还和我一起去找假期工作。可是当你和她们和好了，当你找到了工作后， 事情就一百八十度地转变了。我对你就好像一个隐形人。你这是什么意思嘛。你真的太可恶了。我以为你已经变成了一个很好的人了但是我错了。以前当当你还需要我的时候，就算我在多么无聊，你还是会至少回应一些有的没的。可是现在当你不再需要我的时候，我就像一个已经消失的人，好像我已经不存在就算我的人就站在你的面前。我怎么都不明白我为什么会在你身上花那么多时间。你弄得我像个傻瓜一样。我觉得自己好傻我越看你越不顺眼。但是不管我在多么生气，我还是要控制自己不能说太多因为我知道我一定会后悔。人生苦海。。。我真的很讨厌这种生活环境因为它弄得我压力一大堆！！！我快要疯了！！！

我知道我的华文很糟糕但是我还是想用华文写下这些心事。不要见怪我，谢谢。

39: Shopping + USS

Hello again! Yeah I'm here to update again like I've said, it's the holidays and I have more time to blog and stuffs! Ok so, Nadiah and I went to shop for out prom dresses at town on Monday but we failed to find anything that suits us. Booooo. Anyway, we first went to Eighteenchefs at Cineleisure for the first time to have our lunch and the food there was yummy! We basically walked around the whole orchard area to find our dresses and we still failed. Ugh that's frustrating. We even went to city link to try our luck but failed too. So we went to esplanade to enjoy the night view and chit chat for awhile the headed back home. Pictures below! We also took pictures when we were enjoying the night view however, the pictures' quality sucked. So I decided to not upload it hahahaha. 

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The next day. I went to Bugis area to look for prom dress again but this time with my sister! Unfortunately, I still can't find the dress I wanted at New Look. I guess it's out of stock already. :( So we went on to Bugis Junction and I saw this dress that was really pretty and suited what I want BUT the size was too big and they didn't have any other sizes anymore. Boohooooo. So we went to Haji Lane to try our luck AND finally, I found a prom dress that suited me hehehehe. And we went to Far East to buy my heels and went home! My legs were about to break from all those walking from those 2 days. 

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Again, the next day, I went to USS with my sister! It was a belated birthday treat from her hehehehe. Really enjoyed myself a lot even though the exciting roller coasters were closed. This is my second time visiting USS and for both times, I DIDN'T GET TO RIDE THE ROLLER COASTER BECAUSE I AM SO UNLUCKY THAT WHENEVER I GO, IT'S CLOSED. Yup, it's that frustrating. Anyway, I totally loved the Transformer ride and Mummy ride! Even though the Mummy ride was quite scary, I enjoyed screaming and even went to take the ride a few times before I left the place. The Transformer ride was really cool and I loved it every time I ride it. And I finally bought my long-waited potion bottle! We took many pictures with many mascots but most of them were taken by our polaroid camera so I can't upload it here! But I have a few in my phone though. Hehehehe. I should really get a proper camera soon... 

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Prom night is tonight! I will blog about it maybe tomorrow or so. Hehehe stay tuned!!! 

38: FREEDOM

HELLO EVERYBODY, which I think there will be no one reading my blog anymore...... But, anyways, I'm back! Like finally, after gazillion years (not really). O levels is finally over!!!!! Not. But just 1 more paper that I'm left with! I'm gonna fill this update with lots and lots of pictures! Yeah, I probably should type something else too......

Moving on! Shazleen and I went to town to hunt for jobs before our major papers for O level started. We went to Cotton On but failed. So we saw at most Uniqlo outlets that they are hiring at Liang Court and some other places so we went to check it out but guess what? The Uniqlo outlet over there haven't even been built. If you know where is Liang Court, it is a very "ulu" place and we went there at night. Can you imagine two girls going to such a strange place just for a job and then failed so terrible? Oh my gosh. So we just had to go back to 313@Somerset to try our luck at the Uniqlo over there. (We stupidly forgotten about the Uniqlo outlet at 313 before we went to Liang Court.) However, thankfully we were accepted by the Uniqlo at 313@Somerset to go for an interview the week after. 

The day of interview!
Shazleen and I specially dressed ourselves up (not really) to not look too sloppy. Wore my platform shoes after so long and they are really uncomfortable. :( I swear my legs almost broke on that day. Interview went smoothly and we were told to wait for 13 days.
13 DAYS LATER... We didn't get a single call and was disappointed as fuck because the manager, I suppose, gave us really high hopes.

A few weeks later...

Shazleen and I went to Lot 1's Smiggle to sign up for that job as her sister is one of the staffs there and Smiggle was a job that she recommended. So we tried and got interviewed on the spot! It was quite scary though. I thought I did ok. And again, we were told to wait for 1 week. And 1 week later, they really called us! But Shazleen was accepted and as for me, I had to go for another interview at 313@Somerset... again... yes... I know...

Last day of school!

It was really sad as it was the last time that this class is going to study together as a class with those teachers... I really wonder if the class will meet up again as a class for an outing or what not. Anyways, here's a picture of 3/4 of the class (maybe) The others were some anti-social people in the class who "ran" off first. Still a lovable class to me, though.

IT'S MY BIRTHDAY!
My birthday was on a Saturday and coincidentally, we had History lesson to prepare ourselves one last time before the day arrives. After the lesson, my lovely girls, together with Amir, treated me a pizza hut meal! And even surprised me with a helium balloon which has now been already deflated. I even had a special birthday meal over at pizza hut and it was beautifully decorated and DELICIOUS! After I went back home, mummy ordered pizza again for dinner! And I even had a birthday cake after that. So yummy. Ahhhh what a fat day.
Also, I am very touched by those instagram "birthday post" from my dear friends as it really felt good reading those long and thoughtful messages. And to people who wished me through text, I AM VERY TOUCHED AS WELL. Especially those 2 super duper ultra long messages that I've received from my very good friend and someone whom I didn't expect. What a pleasant surprise. :) This is why I love birthdays. ^^

Farewell party surprise for Mrs Chin!

Mrs Chin had been with the Prefects for about a year and she's leaving due to (idk what). So we planned a surprise for her while she was giving the Sec3, 2 and 1 prefects a briefing. We all bought gifts for her and the Sec4 prefects are in-charge of bringing in the surprise! The Sec1s even bought her a bouquet of roses. That was a bit... ok, moving on.

Heheh, Lily and I "played" with that bouquet of flowers and it was dramatic but quite lesbian-ny. 

Ah, I forget to mention, I tried Bubzbeauty's way of perming hair naturally by doing this to your hair

However, I failed terribly as my hair turned out to be wavy even after leaving them on for more than 3 hours. :( I looked cute with that hairstyle though...

So yup, that's about it! I'm gonna post more often especially when the holidays have arrived! Woohoooo. And most importantly, prom is coming soon! LOTS OF PICTURESSSS. (I really like posts with lots of pictures.)

Till then!