Pine Teen.: May 2014

Honestly, I really hate it when people tell me that I'm irritating when I'm just trying to be myself because it's so damn hurting. Then when I'm being quiet, you asked why am I so quiet and then assume that I'm pissed off with something. Yeah, you're right. I'm pissed off. Pissed off with you ok. Why are people so hard to please? I get "complains" when I'm being myself, then get "told off" when I be quiet. What the fuck?????

I've been trying to tolerate with you for so long already okay. Yeah, I know I'm irritating and all but you are not any better. Well, why not look into the mirror before you start talking about others? I admit, it's good to be straightforward but sometimes, when you don't really know the person, you should keep certain comments to yourself. This is me okay. If you can't stand it then I guess you should like get out of my life or something, because we obviously can't click.

I really hate it when people keep boasting about how rich they are. I know you are rich because your dad owns a company in both Singapore and Thailand, your parents just went to Italy, you have a lot of clothes, you have almost all Bigbang and EXO albums, you went for all Bigbang concerts, you have a house in Thailand, blah blah blah. Yes, I can see all of that. You don't have to tell me that you are rich. I mean, wtf, that's damn show-off. I really can't stand people like this. I know I'm not as rich as you, but you don't have to dig it in my face right. So damn insensitive.

Hello everyone! It's been some time since I updated this dead space of mine. Well, I seriously want to blog more but I'm actually kinda lazy and ya... Actually I've already written a very long post but I have yet post it because I'm still short of some of the pictures needed... I promise I will post it as soon as I've gotten every picture I need!

Anyway, if you haven't already know, I'm posted to Nanyang Polytechnic's Fund Management and Administration, in the business school. So far, so good. I'm glad that I did made friends during the orientation with my class and I AM SUPER THANKFUL THAT I ACTUALLY HAVE A FRIEND WHO IS ALSO A VEGETARIAN LIKE ME! I don't always meet friends who are vegetarians, or should I say, I haven't had any friends in my school who is a vegetarian. I was like super glad because I am finally not alone! On the first day of orientation, I actually came late and there was a classmate who was also late too! Her name is Fatin. At first, I thought that I'm so lucky to have made this friend. At least I won't be alone in school for now hahaha but well, things didn't work with Fatin because I totally have no idea why she suddenly started to avoid me or stayed away from me when she found friends of her own race... Hmmm, but anyways, we're cool now. :) And so we had to sit in a circle to introduce ourselves one by one and sitting beside me was Tatiana. When I first saw her, I thought she was quite pretty and is those kind of quiet and innocent one. But little did I know, she was almost the same as me, just that I'm a little bit more crazy. (We will come to that part later hahaha) So for the rest of the day, I was with Joey (the vegetarian girl), Tatiana and Meini (Joey's secondary schoolmate). I even went home together with Tatiana since she was going the same way as I am. While we were waiting for our train to come, we chatted for awhile and talk about ourselves. AND GUESS WHAT? She's a k-pop fan like me! She loves EXO too. Woohoo!!! And what's more, she's even more hardcore than I am! Hahahahaha. Super happy because I have someone to spazz with~ Went to the next day's orientation with her too! And I shall skip the rest of the part since they aren't that important.

So basically, I am going to school with Tatiana everyday even until now. And we've even formed a clique? Hahahaha that was fast but my clique is a huge group of people, I would say. It consists of 8 people. Like wow. Don't you think so? Or is it just me, since I haven't had such a big clique before.

Left to right: Joey, Qin Yun, Tatiana, myself, Carel, Nicole and Zosi.
Jeff is missing!!!

Anyway, there's a guy who looked like Kim Soo Hyun. I TOTALLY WENT CRAZY OVER THAT FACT. Here's a picture of us with him!

Left to right: Qin Yun, Nicole, Joey, Zosi, Kelvin, Tatiana, myself and Carel

Jeff is missing again!!!

Actually the picture doesn't really shows his face that much. Actually he doesn't really look like Kim Soo Hyun but he looks like Kim Soo Hyun when you just see his face like that. I don't know how to explain!!! He's damn quiet and always smiles with his tiny eyes when we talk to him. HAHAHA I don't even know if he's shy or he just doesn't want to mix with us?

So far, these group of friends have brought joy to my boring life in school up till now. Have you noticed? THE GIRLS ARE ALL DAMN SKINNY WHILE I'M LIKE THE FATTEST LOL. I feel so insecure right now I feel like losing weight but... I'M SO LAZY. Ugh........ insecurities........

I'm a Year-One student but I actually feel so stressed up and I feel like I'm going to fail a lot of modules this semester. :( I don't know... Economics is surely dry and boring I can't even absorb anything. And there's this English sorta subject and I really hate it. :( Wishing the best for myself!!! Enough with my complains about school hahahaha, some pictures for you all to enjoy!

Couple creepers day with Carel.

In the lecture hall.

Top row: Zosi, Nicole, Jeff, Nicole

Bottom row: Carel, Joey, myself and Tatiana (she accidentally blinked hahaha)

Oh yes, you can actually spot Kelvin (the Kim Soo Hyun-look-alike guy) here.
He is the one wearing white and black top at the top... daydreaming? HAHA.