Well, I feel like I foresee another wave of shit coming in my life. Sucks so bad. I hate everyday so much it makes me wanna drown.
I thought life was getting a little better.
I thought I was getting back on track.
I thought I had gotten things in control.
Happiness sure don't last.
I hate every minute of school so much.
I hate having to put on a mask every single day.
I just want to be myself.
I actually just want to stay away from them.
Them, the people whom I thought were the ones I could lean on for a very long time.
Them, the people whom I thought would never hurt me this way.
It hurts so bad. I mean, well, maybe it's karma, I don't know. It sucks having to see them create another group without me because it just means that I'm "out". It sucks because we are drifting away and yet nothing is being done. I would do something. I would. But I don't because I guess I'm probably so sick of it. I'm so sick of feeling that I'm not good enough. I'm so sick of feeling that I'm a burden. I'm so sick of feeling left out. I'm so sick of everything that they are doing to me. I just want to run away.
It hurts so bad because I thought he understood me. I thought he would never do this to me. I hate how everything is making me overthink so much.
Do I come off as a person who doesn't mind about this kind of emotional things?
I just wanna runaway and never come back. I want to cry. I'm not okay at all.
