A guy.
He whom I have known for close to 3 years.
He whom I have been classmates with for close to 3 years as well.
He whom I have never spoken to much, even if we have project groups.
He whom I have never thought that I would cross paths with on a personal level.
He whom I had a bad impression of, initially.
He does unexpected things like giving my birthday present when I didn't know we were at that level already. He does unexpected things like cutting the slice of mushroom that we are sharing, and putting it on my plate before serving himself. He did the same to the pizza that we shared.
We have been hanging out, at first because we were the only few who got into the same "intern" among our classmates, for a few months now. I didn't know we grew that close in those few months together but apparently it is so.
We hung out without our other friends, just the two of us. We sat at the bar for 6 hours, just chatting. Something I only do with people whom I am very close with. I considered he is not. I was shocked. We shared stories and stuffs that is personal, so personal, kinda.
He touched me. Not emotionally but literally. Not intimately though, if you are wondering. I am not used to such things.
He acts as if he is so comfortable with me, I can't tell if it is genuine or not because he tells me how "fake" he is around people whom he dislikes. I can't make a stand if I should trust him or not. I can't tell if he is getting close to me for a motive or whatsoever. I can't. I am afraid of opening myself up too much because I know once I open up, it is very hard for me to accept it if he betrays my trust. I don't want to get hurt.
He is addictive, probably it's the way he acts, the way he talks, and the way he reads me so well.
Should I stay away or should I just be comfortable and go with the flow?
