I'm doing this thing again, shutting myself from the world.
Honestly, I don't even know myself what's wrong with me.
Depressed? But, what caused it?
All I do is work, read books, watch some american dramas, watch some Youtube videos, exercise at least once a week. I don't have a social life.
I've stopped Instagram, Twitter, Dayre, Facebook, anything. I've been so rubbish at replying texts that I try to tell myself to reply any texts before I go to sleep. Not surprisingly, I've failed at that. Big time. Sometimes I wonder why do I still have friends because, let's face it, I'm a pretty damn lousy friend to anyone.
One day, it wouldn't be surprising when I lose everyone. I shut myself from everyone. I don't even talk to my sister about it. Do I need to face the reality and seek out for some professional help? But what help do I need? This phase of my life is so awfully tiring, confusing, and everything I don't want to go through.
Help myself. Can I do that? Yes, I can with a little more bit of effort put in in socialising.
What if I said I don't want a social life?
Oh God, what's happening to me.
