9: Merry Christmas

I don't know what to blog for Christmas so,
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY! 

Hope everyone enjoyed their Christmas with gifts and surprises from loved ones!
My Christmas was rather boring because I did not receive any gifts or attend any Christmas parties. Just so you know, I'M A LAZY BUM BUM. Hahahaha. Okay stop crapping.

Chao!

8: Something out of nothing

Hello everybody! Today's post will have lots paragraphs talking about random stuffs. Common sense, super wordy. Kekekeke.

So yup, I'm back from my 2 days 2 nights (sounds weird but whatever) chalet with my dear cousins and aunts. Barbecue on the first day and I've never thought that preparing and starting for a barbecue would be that tiring because when I was younger, the adults will be the ones preparing and all I do is wait for food to be served hahaha. Food, charcoal, starting of fire, putting the charcoal in a kind of formation so the fire will be big enough, and blah blah blah. Second day, cycling at Pulau Ubin with dad, sissy and 2 of my cousins (because the rest were lazy). I swear the slopes were super fun, especially those steep ones! Of course, those slopes going up were horrible. So shocked that dad was the only one who is able to ride all the way up the slopes no matter how steep they were and yet he's the oldest. The younger ones should be the one able to go right up, but it was opposite. We (the 4 of us) were already dead when we were at 1/3 of the slope. ._. There were many many nice sceneries over there even though there are lots of mosquitoes there and my legs are swollen. Boohoooooo. Wanted to swim at the sea in front of the chalet but the water was fucking dirty. There were even dead fishes near the shore. omg wtf yuck gross. Because we can't swim, we ended up playing wii. I swear I hate car racing games because I suck at them. Went home at night and K.O immediately after watching the last episode of my favourite KDrama.

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Sometimes, I feel like I don't have any friends. But in fact, I have friends. Lots of them. Just that it's either we don't talk anymore, or we don't really hangout with each other that much, or they have their own good friends since years ago, or idkwhat. Anything that you can think of. That's what makes me feel that I have no friends.

I want and need to have a friend for myself. I'm not asking for too much, I guess. Just a friend for myself. We will go shopping together, taste good food together, try out new things together, have fun together, joke together, share our problems together, go crazy together, study together, anything that a pair of best friend does.

He/she won't have any other friends except for me. Okay wait, that's a little too overboard. Maybe just acquaintances or normal friends. Because I am the type of person who gets jealous easily and I fucking hate that. I get paranoid easily too and I really don't know how to cure myself. So it's safer when he/she just have me as his/her best friend. I sound so lesbian but I feel better this way. Just like what I read from books, girl will always have their best friend and they are best friend since forever. They attend the same school together until college or university. They have similar hobbies and love the same type of guy. Their parents know each other and both families are in great terms. People envied them because their friendship is so perfect. I want a friendship like this. Maybe I've been reading too much books and that's why I start to "live in the stories". Or maybe I've been feeling lonely for too long. I just want a friend/best friend for myself. Just myself.

That's very much impossible to happen but I'm still hoping that it will. Maybe when I'm older?

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To be honest, I don't need a boyfriend now because I feel that it's useless. I mean, I'm only fifteen this year. Even though I'm a teenager already, I don't feel mature enough for this kind of thing. The young generation these days think that they are so mature but in fact, it's a no. In my opinion, I feel that we are only growing up and we should just focus on our studies. It's impossible to not have any crushes in your teenage years but still, I guess we should keep it as a crush instead of confessing. Yes yes, I know, you will regret if you don't confess because maybe the person likes you too. But look, how many people at around our age have long lasting relationships, like at least 3 years? I'm sure there are some but most of them only lasted for about a year or a few months. After that, they get heartbroken and they can't focus on the main point of their life at this age, study. I know, teenage years are all about falling in love, making mistakes, having fun and blah blah blah. Yes, I agree because I myself love doing all those. And after that, giving excuse for ourselves that it's just a journey of life. We won't learn if we don't make mistakes. Sometimes, some mistakes are mistakes which will ruin your life and you have no way to turn back anymore even if you've learnt your lesson. So, think about it again.

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Okay enough of those. So, TODAY IS LOUIS WILLIAM TOMLINSON'S TWENTY-FIRST BIRTHDAY!!! Yipee yay! Boobear is finally 21! ^^ Spent my day at home even though it's Christmas Eve because of my swollen leg and have to complete my homeworks! A few more days to new year and school reopen. Totally not ready.

7: Thursday

Hi hi hi! Ushering today with my dearest prefects was da booooooom! We had so much fun and saw many hot guys! *drools* HAHAHA! And those primary six students were so tall!!! And most of the girls are damn good looking :'( self-esteem: -100% What's more, there are 2 Eurasian girls and they both look damn pretty. Okay, like, DUH. Eurasians always look damn pretty. We were all predicting that many guys will be interested in them both next year. After ushering, ms geetha treated us drinks and a chocolate muffin to praise us for the great job done! Yummyyyyyy! ^^

After that, went to Greenridge shopping centre to have lunch with my usual prefect group. Whoop whoop!

Featuring myself, Irfan and Atikah. n.n

Wanted to eat at bagus but it was really crowded so we don't have any choice but to eat at KFC. Boohoooooo! I officially hate KFC because after eating their food, I had a terrible stomachache. I thought I was going to die but I didn't. (duh) Slacked in the prefects' room with them while waiting for 2pm to arrive as we had to attend a meeting on Sec1 orientation next year.

Soon, 2pm arrived and we do the usual plannings and everything was suppose to end at 6pm but surprisingly, we ended earlier! Woohooo. Headed home after that and started to nua on the sofa while being crazy. I was really tired as I slept at 2am the previous night and woke up at 5.40am this morning! Gonna sleep really early tonight!

Chao!

6: idkwhat3

Blogging at such a weird timing (1:49am) because I can't seem to fall asleep.

Spent my Monday well with A-Maths notes and my favourite dramas. Yay. I'm starting to love my brain even more because I managed to control myself from all those bad distractions every time. Woohooooo!

Currently very happy because I'm chatting with my favourite friends. Kekeke. But they are going to sleep soon. Boohoo! Now I'm left with bra to talk to. Can't stop teasing him because his reactions are too funny!

One of the reasons why I can't seem to fall asleep is because my mummy is having fever and I'm worried for her. Another reason is, I keep on thinking of 21 December. Nadiah has reassured me that the world won't end because it's just the end of an era. I can't seem to calm down idk why. At the same time, I'm also really looking forward to that day because I wanna see how will it end/continue. Hahaha I'm so contradicting I don't even know why.

idkwhattosayanymore. ijustwanttosay, I REALLY LOVE NADIAH A LOT. HOW I WISH I CAN BE LESBIANS WITH HER. I HATE BOYS. BECAUSE THEY CAUSE ME HEARTBREAKS. OK NOT THEY. IT'S JUST THIS ONE BOY. I'M SO HEARTBROKEN EVEN AFTER MONTHS. HOW USELESS. LOL. I DON'T HATE HIM. BUT I SOMETIMES WISH HE HADN'T APPEARED IN MY LIFE. HE CAUSED ME SO MUCH MISERY. EVERY TIME. OK ENOUGH.

I LOVE NADIAH. SHE'S SO SWEET.

5: Fuckyeah Friday

Hello hello everybody! It's been a few days since I last blogged so I'm blogging now! So I've been a naughty girl because I did not follow my "timetable" planned for the week. I only worked hard on Monday and the rest of the 4 days were spent doing useless things like surfing the net, gaming, and roaming on streets. Sigh, really hate myself for being such a lazy girl. Promised myself that I will work hard next week but............... promises are meant to be broken, isn't it? HAHAHA. Just kidding. I will really work hard next week! *fingers crossed* 

Anyway, I should stop blabbering rubbish and start on my main point of this post! Because Nadiah had a last minute tuition so our plan to go out today failed. But, I still went out alone because I have to get something. Kekeke. Spent 2 hours at town and then went home. Really damn stupid but I have no choice because I'm afraid that my stuffs will go out of stock very soon hehehe. 

Headed to ION's H&M and looked all around for the 2 things that I've been dying for. Will show pictures later on! Hehehe. Got my stuffs and went to Cineleisure to see if the "optional stuff" that I want is available/expensive. When I reached there, feeling all excited, THE ITEM WAS SO EXPENSIVE. Not even worth it. :( So I stopped myself from buying and went home. Achievement unlocked because I stopped myself from wasting money! Yipee yay. 

While on the way home, I went to the McD near my house and got myself a cup of double chocolate yay! Cravings satisfied! ^^ One thing which made me really angry today was, while I was exiting the McCafe, a stupid fat bitch ah neh was blocking my way because the space in the McCafe was damn small. So, I was really polite and said excuse me because she did not see me beside her, wanting to exit. Very fed up because I already said excuse me quite loud, she still ignored me! Wadapak. Stupid ah neh spoiled my day. But it's ok! I've got the stuffs I want, I'm happy! ^^

Nothing else to say already so pictures time! 

Trying to take a picture secretly while on my way home in the train hehehehe. 

Put on a light layer of lipstick because my lips are fucking black for no apparent reasons. 

OOTD: Checkered crop top, F21 black shorts, F21 Black elf-like boots

Upon reaching home, couldn't wait to try on the stuffs that I've bought so.................

Bought a suspender from H&M! Yipee yay! It only cost me $14.90. Worth it or not you tell me? Super worth it! Oh ya, fyi, the sunglasses wasn't from H&M. I just wore it to have that "sexy" (but not sexy at all) look. Kekekeke.

Another shot, trying to act chio. (More act chio ones below HAHAHA)

Below are some of the pictures that I took while I camwhored with my new loots. Kekekeke. Oh and I bought that beanie from H&M earlier on as well! It was only $7.90. MAD LOVE IT!

I was trying to show off the very satisfying bun that I've tied. Hehehehe.

Okay that's all! I know I very act chio in most of the photos but who cares. I LOVE MYSELF. 

Something very random to add, if you have a friend like this (points down), YOU ARE REALLY LUCKY.

YOU MAY ENVY ME NOW.

HAHA BYE! 

4: Slogging

Plans for the week:

3: idkwhat2

1. I'm angry: because my mosquito bites are not healing.
2. I'm sad: because I'm broke.
3. I'm happy: because I feel like a bookworm and that means I'm clever. (Not really)
4. I'm happy: because I'm getting a new pair of spectacles soon. (Hopefully)
5: I'm sad: because next year is O's.
6: I'm angry: because money did not drop down from the sky like rain.
7: I'm sad: because I keep on procrastinating.
8: I'm excited: because I can't wait to meet nadiah.
9: I'm sad: because I've been eating non-stop.
10: I'm happy: because I'm done with this post.

2: idkwhat

So I've changed my mind and decided to blog again. Just me being fickle-minded, as usual. I've deleted all my previous posts except for the OBS one because I took a mother fucking long time + hell loads of brain cells to remember everything in detailed to type them all out and I can't bear to just delete it like that. Give me time to get over it. HAHA.

I don't know what to post but I've been a good girl from morning till now because I've redone my notes but not done yet. What am I talking idk. LOL. OK. SO I'VE BEEN DOING NOTES UNTIL I GOT DISTRACTED BY MY STUPID HICCUP AND THEN I WENT TO WALK AROUND THE HOUSE, THINKING THAT MY HICCUP CAN BE CURED. AND I SAW MY LAPTOP AND TADA, I GOT DISTRACTED. *points gun at head and pulls trigger* Blah blah blah whatever I won't kill myself. hahahaha ok.

Plans this week,
Prefect meeting for masterchef, visit the library for more books, complete my process of redoing all my notes, strictly pancakes with nadiah. Yup, that's about it.

I think I'm a book worm because I keep on reading books. It's like I can't get enough of them. I'd rather read books than do all my holiday homeworks. STUPID OR WHAT. I think someone cast a spell on all those books in the library because once I've started reading them, I can't seem to stop. And my dad is one big weirdo. Normally, parents will be god damn happy when they see their child reading, right? But not for my dad. He asked me to stop reading and get on my homeworks. WHAT? Isn't he weird. Like, hello? I'm trying to improve my English. He said that my Maths and Sciences are more important because I suck at them. loloktrue.

Anyway, idk what to say anymore. I shall let you people admire my cute face below. (just kidding)

The picture's quality is damn good because I took it with nadiah's camera. kekekeke.

1: OBS Camp

So yup, I'm gonna blog a long long post (hopefully) about my OBS Camp which happened between 19-23 November 2012! :)

Day 1

Met up with the other campers from my school, at school early in the morning and Mr Maran went to the assemble place together with us at Punggol but a bus hired for us by the school.

The Campers from my schoool. Kekeke my face was like really cannot make it because I was still damn sleepy. Damn.

We were being separated into our respective groups after a short while and coincidently, I was in the same group as the other 3 of my friends from my school, which means less awkwardness in the group! Yipee yay! So yup, we were in the group called Armstrong which I suppose was named after a great, or at least, leader. We had to sit in a circle and introduce ourselves to each other and there were so many awkward silences in between times when we don't know how to continue the conversation. After that, we walked to the jetty and, common sense, took the boat to our campsite!

Upon reaching the campsite, we put down out bags and everything into a store specially for our group. Oh wait, before that, we had to decide 5 pairs of group leaders for the 5-day camp. And blah blah blah, we had to change into our long pants to learn some belaying skills in case any of us has 0% knowledge on belaying. After that, then, we went to put our bags into the store. Because every group must have a store-keeper and non of my group members wanted to be, I volunteered myself and pulled Lily along with me. Hehehehe.

Settled for lunch after that and separated our food for the next few days into our food bins. Went up to the C&C where we had to climb 101 steps in order to reach there. Tiring but I liked it because my pair of fat legs get to loose fats hehehe. Chee Tong, our instructor, taught us how to built the tent that we would be sleeping in for the next 5 days and my tent partners were Shabrena, Dionne and Lily! Settled for dinner after that. We had to cook our dinner for ourselves everyday and Chee Tong taught us how to cook rice using solid fuels and a pot! Cool or what. I didn't know that we can cook rice using solid fuels! After dinner, took a bath and gathered for some leadership small lessons in a shelter. Just nice after the lesson, the fire alarm rang and yup, fire drill! It was nothing much actually. But the whole OBS campers got scolded for whatever reason I forgotten heheh. After the drill, was bed time. And that's all for the day. Good thing that my group had already bonded a lot by the end of the day. We were like buddies who haven't met for ages! Hahaha.

Day 2

Breakfast for second day was just bread and some oreos. After breakfast, we had to pack our stuffs into the given bag pack as we were going on an expedition for the next 3 days. After that, we went on with our high elements activity at C&C, where we slept last night! Thank God I didn't have to climb all those stupid wood logs. Yup, rock climbing for our high element activity. Well, not exactly high elements but ya, you know, it's still climbing on something so maybe it should be called climbing elements hahaha ok no. And the pictures shall talk!

Dionne, Shabrena and Lily

Jac Minn getting belayed by the belay team: Jasper, Farhan, Narin and Joshua.

Our tired faces after failed attempts on climbing to the top. :( My arms were really weak and I have no idea why is it like that because I used to be able to climb to the top. SIGH.

After the high elements, we had some time to make sure we had brought everything that we need for the 3 day land&sea expedition. And, off we go!

Taking a group photo before we leave our campsite.

We kayaked to OBS Campsite 1 from morning till evening and setteled for the day there. It was god damn tiring because my arms turned weak suddenly and I didn't have strength to kayak properly. Good thing is, my partner is really good at kayaking and said that I can rest whenever I want! Also, we didn't have to carry those heavy bag packs while kayaking hehehe because our instructor sent those bag packs to Campsite 1 by boat! That place was much more luxurious than Campsite 2 where we previously were at, because there's less mosquito bites and we didn't have to cook dinner for ourselves! Upon reaching, we quickly took a bath and built our tents then met Chee Tong at an open space place for some small leadership lessons again! And that's all for the night.

Day 3

In the morning, we had our usual breakfast and then refilled our 4Litres bottles as we were going on a land expedition. We had the Pulau Ubin map and were given 3 checkpoints that we had to go to before going to our campsite for the night. I wasn't a geography student so I didn't have to read the map. Yup, I went to fill those water bottles instead!

After that, we set off to our expedition with those heavy bag packs on our back! Bad part is, Chee Tong wasn't going to lead us so we had to find our way to the campsite. There were many mosquitoes and I almost went crazy because I couldn't stop scratching them! Anyway, I was leading with Lily, Aqilah and Farhana while we were walking to those checkpoints. Heheh pro or what. And guess what? In the end I was the one reading the map because the navigator complained that she wasn't a geography student and blamed us for choosing her to be the navigator. Grrrrrrrrr. She was the one who kept on holding on the the map while the others was looking for those checkpoints on the map! Well, it's okay because we are a group, we have to tolerate each other. :)

While we were on our way to the last checkpoint, we saw wild boars! Everyone almost died of heart attack as we were afraid that they will chase us. But we all stayed calm and listened to Chee Tong to walk calmly away. When we were almost reaching our campsite, there was a sudden heavy downpour so we had to put on the poncho given! Those were not ordinary ponchos and they were made of some really thick material which idk what is it. Just very thick and water proof. It's in yellow colour and when we wore it, we looked like ducklings! Hahahaha!

Perservered on and finally, we reached the campsite! Everyone was like WOAH FINALLY. We even had to build our tents in the rainbut thank God we were given a canvas for us to sit on it while eating dinner. And so, we made used of the canvas as a shelter. Some of use held the canvas while the other build the tents and there were also others sitting in the shelter, TAKING A NAP. Hahahaha it's okay because their energy is 0% already. Soon after, it was night time already and we had to cook dinner for ourselves. Thank God it wasn't raining already! But the super irritating part was, there were lots of sandflies and my legs were bitten all over and I couldn't stop scratching them! :( But Dionne told me that the more I scratch, the worse it will get because those flies sort of "lay eggs" into my skin! EWWWW. I was disgusted and managed to control myself to not scratch!

We didn't get to bathe because we weren't suppose to. That's why we brought along our prickly heat powder and had our powder baths! Hehehe it was nice even though I still felt a little dirty. At least I smelled nice. Every tents had to do sanctuary duties and my tent's duty was at 2.30am-3am. It was rather scary as we saw a few monkeys and was afraid that they will attack us so we went to wake Chee Tong up and all he told us was to make some noises so they will go away. We followed what he said but were still scared so we quickly walked to other places hehehe. Finally, the clock stricked 3am! We quickly wake the other tent up and went to sleep as we were afraid of the monkeys hahaha.

Day 4

We had to kayak back to Campsite 2 with our neighbouring group called Amundsen and it was god damn tiring but also enjoyable as we were singing together while kayaking! After a few hours, we managed to reach Campsite 2 ealier than we expected, and both the instructors were very happy and decided that we will have a short activity, JETTY JUMP! But before that, we had to wash our ponchos and all the kayaks. Of course, there were pipes there. Sounds tiring but we had fun! Splashed water at each other and many many! After 1 hour of washing, we did the jetty jump! All you have to do is, step on the plank sticking out at the jetty, take a step out of the plank and jump into the sea! It was so fun but also scary when you look down before you jump. I enjoyed it!

After that, we washed up, built tents and cooked our last dinner. :( Had maggie mee and I don't know why it tasted so delicious. Hahahaha. After that, we had a short leadership lesson and shared some thoughts and feelings during the camp. After that, we went to have our last sleep in the camp. :(

Day 5

Had our last breakfast together, pack our bags, did morning PT with the other group called Cousteau and Columbus. The morning PT didn't even look like morning PT! Expected PT was to run around and do some stretching but no. We did games and yup, it was super fun! After that, we dispersed back into our groups, had our last lunch and chatted with each other for awhile.

Jasper, Hanafi (white guy trying to avoid the camera), Farhan Senior, Narin, Joshua and Farhan Junior.

Dionne and I, photo-bombed by Lily. Grrrrrrr.

After lunch, my group gathered in the multi purpose hall and then we had to paste a piece of paper on our back and then write down the strengths and weaknesses of the person. Even though it was a short activity, I had fun too.

Dionne, me and Farhan Senior.

Before we left the multi purpose hall for the mass assembly, we stood in a circle and Chee Tong played a song which describes us a lot. Sigh, most of the girls cried and I guess the guys were sad too but did not cry. Apparently, we were late for the mass assembly so we had to run with tears to the place. (A bit dramatic HAHAHA.) How sad because we were going back to Punggol jetty BY SCHOOLS. Means I couldn't go back there with my group members. :( We hugged each other and then parted ways.

After we reached Punggol jetty, we bought OBS shirts and then went home! For me, I went to have a second round of lunch with my dearest school mates at Lot 1. Heheh. Home after that and I finally took a loooooooooooooooong and relaxing bath!

My beloved Armstrong,

Top row: Hanafi, Joshua, Jasper, Jac Minn, Ying Jie, Jia Jia, Sher Ting, Narin, Farhan Junior

Bottom row: Farhana, Aqilah, Dionne, Shabrena, Lily, Myself, Farhan Senior and CHEE TONG!

Sigh, I miss them so much! Currently, we are planning to have a meet-up session. Hopefully it will be successful! I can't wait! ^^

That's all for my OBS Camp and I didn't regret going there. The best camp I've ever been to! :)

Till then, x.