I don't know what to blog for Christmas so,
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY!
Hope everyone enjoyed their Christmas with gifts and surprises from loved ones!
My Christmas was rather boring because I did not receive any gifts or attend any Christmas parties. Just so you know, I'M A LAZY BUM BUM. Hahahaha. Okay stop crapping.
Chao!
Tuesday, December 25, 2012
Monday, December 24, 2012
8: Something out of nothing
Hello everybody! Today's post will have lots paragraphs talking about random stuffs. Common sense, super wordy. Kekekeke.
So yup, I'm back from my 2 days 2 nights (sounds weird but whatever) chalet with my dear cousins and aunts. Barbecue on the first day and I've never thought that preparing and starting for a barbecue would be that tiring because when I was younger, the adults will be the ones preparing and all I do is wait for food to be served hahaha. Food, charcoal, starting of fire, putting the charcoal in a kind of formation so the fire will be big enough, and blah blah blah. Second day, cycling at Pulau Ubin with dad, sissy and 2 of my cousins (because the rest were lazy). I swear the slopes were super fun, especially those steep ones! Of course, those slopes going up were horrible. So shocked that dad was the only one who is able to ride all the way up the slopes no matter how steep they were and yet he's the oldest. The younger ones should be the one able to go right up, but it was opposite. We (the 4 of us) were already dead when we were at 1/3 of the slope. ._. There were many many nice sceneries over there even though there are lots of mosquitoes there and my legs are swollen. Boohoooooo. Wanted to swim at the sea in front of the chalet but the water was fucking dirty. There were even dead fishes near the shore. omg wtf yuck gross. Because we can't swim, we ended up playing wii. I swear I hate car racing games because I suck at them. Went home at night and K.O immediately after watching the last episode of my favourite KDrama.
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Sometimes, I feel like I don't have any friends. But in fact, I have friends. Lots of them. Just that it's either we don't talk anymore, or we don't really hangout with each other that much, or they have their own good friends since years ago, or idkwhat. Anything that you can think of. That's what makes me feel that I have no friends.
I want and need to have a friend for myself. I'm not asking for too much, I guess. Just a friend for myself. We will go shopping together, taste good food together, try out new things together, have fun together, joke together, share our problems together, go crazy together, study together, anything that a pair of best friend does.
He/she won't have any other friends except for me. Okay wait, that's a little too overboard. Maybe just acquaintances or normal friends. Because I am the type of person who gets jealous easily and I fucking hate that. I get paranoid easily too and I really don't know how to cure myself. So it's safer when he/she just have me as his/her best friend. I sound so lesbian but I feel better this way. Just like what I read from books, girl will always have their best friend and they are best friend since forever. They attend the same school together until college or university. They have similar hobbies and love the same type of guy. Their parents know each other and both families are in great terms. People envied them because their friendship is so perfect. I want a friendship like this. Maybe I've been reading too much books and that's why I start to "live in the stories". Or maybe I've been feeling lonely for too long. I just want a friend/best friend for myself. Just myself.
That's very much impossible to happen but I'm still hoping that it will. Maybe when I'm older?
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To be honest, I don't need a boyfriend now because I feel that it's useless. I mean, I'm only fifteen this year. Even though I'm a teenager already, I don't feel mature enough for this kind of thing. The young generation these days think that they are so mature but in fact, it's a no. In my opinion, I feel that we are only growing up and we should just focus on our studies. It's impossible to not have any crushes in your teenage years but still, I guess we should keep it as a crush instead of confessing. Yes yes, I know, you will regret if you don't confess because maybe the person likes you too. But look, how many people at around our age have long lasting relationships, like at least 3 years? I'm sure there are some but most of them only lasted for about a year or a few months. After that, they get heartbroken and they can't focus on the main point of their life at this age, study. I know, teenage years are all about falling in love, making mistakes, having fun and blah blah blah. Yes, I agree because I myself love doing all those. And after that, giving excuse for ourselves that it's just a journey of life. We won't learn if we don't make mistakes. Sometimes, some mistakes are mistakes which will ruin your life and you have no way to turn back anymore even if you've learnt your lesson. So, think about it again.
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Okay enough of those. So, TODAY IS LOUIS WILLIAM TOMLINSON'S TWENTY-FIRST BIRTHDAY!!! Yipee yay! Boobear is finally 21! ^^ Spent my day at home even though it's Christmas Eve because of my swollen leg and have to complete my homeworks! A few more days to new year and school reopen. Totally not ready.
So yup, I'm back from my 2 days 2 nights (sounds weird but whatever) chalet with my dear cousins and aunts. Barbecue on the first day and I've never thought that preparing and starting for a barbecue would be that tiring because when I was younger, the adults will be the ones preparing and all I do is wait for food to be served hahaha. Food, charcoal, starting of fire, putting the charcoal in a kind of formation so the fire will be big enough, and blah blah blah. Second day, cycling at Pulau Ubin with dad, sissy and 2 of my cousins (because the rest were lazy). I swear the slopes were super fun, especially those steep ones! Of course, those slopes going up were horrible. So shocked that dad was the only one who is able to ride all the way up the slopes no matter how steep they were and yet he's the oldest. The younger ones should be the one able to go right up, but it was opposite. We (the 4 of us) were already dead when we were at 1/3 of the slope. ._. There were many many nice sceneries over there even though there are lots of mosquitoes there and my legs are swollen. Boohoooooo. Wanted to swim at the sea in front of the chalet but the water was fucking dirty. There were even dead fishes near the shore. omg wtf yuck gross. Because we can't swim, we ended up playing wii. I swear I hate car racing games because I suck at them. Went home at night and K.O immediately after watching the last episode of my favourite KDrama.
- (start of random paragraphs. HAHAHA)
Sometimes, I feel like I don't have any friends. But in fact, I have friends. Lots of them. Just that it's either we don't talk anymore, or we don't really hangout with each other that much, or they have their own good friends since years ago, or idkwhat. Anything that you can think of. That's what makes me feel that I have no friends.
I want and need to have a friend for myself. I'm not asking for too much, I guess. Just a friend for myself. We will go shopping together, taste good food together, try out new things together, have fun together, joke together, share our problems together, go crazy together, study together, anything that a pair of best friend does.
He/she won't have any other friends except for me. Okay wait, that's a little too overboard. Maybe just acquaintances or normal friends. Because I am the type of person who gets jealous easily and I fucking hate that. I get paranoid easily too and I really don't know how to cure myself. So it's safer when he/she just have me as his/her best friend. I sound so lesbian but I feel better this way. Just like what I read from books, girl will always have their best friend and they are best friend since forever. They attend the same school together until college or university. They have similar hobbies and love the same type of guy. Their parents know each other and both families are in great terms. People envied them because their friendship is so perfect. I want a friendship like this. Maybe I've been reading too much books and that's why I start to "live in the stories". Or maybe I've been feeling lonely for too long. I just want a friend/best friend for myself. Just myself.
That's very much impossible to happen but I'm still hoping that it will. Maybe when I'm older?
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To be honest, I don't need a boyfriend now because I feel that it's useless. I mean, I'm only fifteen this year. Even though I'm a teenager already, I don't feel mature enough for this kind of thing. The young generation these days think that they are so mature but in fact, it's a no. In my opinion, I feel that we are only growing up and we should just focus on our studies. It's impossible to not have any crushes in your teenage years but still, I guess we should keep it as a crush instead of confessing. Yes yes, I know, you will regret if you don't confess because maybe the person likes you too. But look, how many people at around our age have long lasting relationships, like at least 3 years? I'm sure there are some but most of them only lasted for about a year or a few months. After that, they get heartbroken and they can't focus on the main point of their life at this age, study. I know, teenage years are all about falling in love, making mistakes, having fun and blah blah blah. Yes, I agree because I myself love doing all those. And after that, giving excuse for ourselves that it's just a journey of life. We won't learn if we don't make mistakes. Sometimes, some mistakes are mistakes which will ruin your life and you have no way to turn back anymore even if you've learnt your lesson. So, think about it again.
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Okay enough of those. So, TODAY IS LOUIS WILLIAM TOMLINSON'S TWENTY-FIRST BIRTHDAY!!! Yipee yay! Boobear is finally 21! ^^ Spent my day at home even though it's Christmas Eve because of my swollen leg and have to complete my homeworks! A few more days to new year and school reopen. Totally not ready.
Thursday, December 20, 2012
7: Thursday
Hi hi hi! Ushering today with my dearest prefects was da booooooom! We had so much fun and saw many hot guys! *drools* HAHAHA! And those primary six students were so tall!!! And most of the girls are damn good looking :'( self-esteem: -100% What's more, there are 2 Eurasian girls and they both look damn pretty. Okay, like, DUH. Eurasians always look damn pretty. We were all predicting that many guys will be interested in them both next year. After ushering, ms geetha treated us drinks and a chocolate muffin to praise us for the great job done! Yummyyyyyy! ^^
After that, went to Greenridge shopping centre to have lunch with my usual prefect group. Whoop whoop!
Featuring myself, Irfan and Atikah. n.n
Soon, 2pm arrived and we do the usual plannings and everything was suppose to end at 6pm but surprisingly, we ended earlier! Woohooo. Headed home after that and started to nua on the sofa while being crazy. I was really tired as I slept at 2am the previous night and woke up at 5.40am this morning! Gonna sleep really early tonight!
Chao!
After that, went to Greenridge shopping centre to have lunch with my usual prefect group. Whoop whoop!
Soon, 2pm arrived and we do the usual plannings and everything was suppose to end at 6pm but surprisingly, we ended earlier! Woohooo. Headed home after that and started to nua on the sofa while being crazy. I was really tired as I slept at 2am the previous night and woke up at 5.40am this morning! Gonna sleep really early tonight!
Chao!
Tuesday, December 18, 2012
6: idkwhat3
Blogging at such a weird timing (1:49am) because I can't seem to fall asleep.
Spent my Monday well with A-Maths notes and my favourite dramas. Yay. I'm starting to love my brain even more because I managed to control myself from all those bad distractions every time. Woohooooo!
Currently very happy because I'm chatting with my favourite friends. Kekeke. But they are going to sleep soon. Boohoo! Now I'm left with bra to talk to. Can't stop teasing him because his reactions are too funny!
One of the reasons why I can't seem to fall asleep is because my mummy is having fever and I'm worried for her. Another reason is, I keep on thinking of 21 December. Nadiah has reassured me that the world won't end because it's just the end of an era. I can't seem to calm down idk why. At the same time, I'm also really looking forward to that day because I wanna see how will it end/continue. Hahaha I'm so contradicting I don't even know why.
idkwhattosayanymore. ijustwanttosay, I REALLY LOVE NADIAH A LOT. HOW I WISH I CAN BE LESBIANS WITH HER. I HATE BOYS. BECAUSE THEY CAUSE ME HEARTBREAKS. OK NOT THEY. IT'S JUST THIS ONE BOY. I'M SO HEARTBROKEN EVEN AFTER MONTHS. HOW USELESS. LOL. I DON'T HATE HIM. BUT I SOMETIMES WISH HE HADN'T APPEARED IN MY LIFE. HE CAUSED ME SO MUCH MISERY. EVERY TIME. OK ENOUGH.
I LOVE NADIAH. SHE'S SO SWEET.
Spent my Monday well with A-Maths notes and my favourite dramas. Yay. I'm starting to love my brain even more because I managed to control myself from all those bad distractions every time. Woohooooo!
Currently very happy because I'm chatting with my favourite friends. Kekeke. But they are going to sleep soon. Boohoo! Now I'm left with bra to talk to. Can't stop teasing him because his reactions are too funny!
One of the reasons why I can't seem to fall asleep is because my mummy is having fever and I'm worried for her. Another reason is, I keep on thinking of 21 December. Nadiah has reassured me that the world won't end because it's just the end of an era. I can't seem to calm down idk why. At the same time, I'm also really looking forward to that day because I wanna see how will it end/continue. Hahaha I'm so contradicting I don't even know why.
idkwhattosayanymore. ijustwanttosay, I REALLY LOVE NADIAH A LOT. HOW I WISH I CAN BE LESBIANS WITH HER. I HATE BOYS. BECAUSE THEY CAUSE ME HEARTBREAKS. OK NOT THEY. IT'S JUST THIS ONE BOY. I'M SO HEARTBROKEN EVEN AFTER MONTHS. HOW USELESS. LOL. I DON'T HATE HIM. BUT I SOMETIMES WISH HE HADN'T APPEARED IN MY LIFE. HE CAUSED ME SO MUCH MISERY. EVERY TIME. OK ENOUGH.
I LOVE NADIAH. SHE'S SO SWEET.
Friday, December 14, 2012
5: Fuckyeah Friday
Hello hello everybody! It's been a few days since I last blogged so I'm blogging now! So I've been a naughty girl because I did not follow my "timetable" planned for the week. I only worked hard on Monday and the rest of the 4 days were spent doing useless things like surfing the net, gaming, and roaming on streets. Sigh, really hate myself for being such a lazy girl. Promised myself that I will work hard next week but............... promises are meant to be broken, isn't it? HAHAHA. Just kidding. I will really work hard next week! *fingers crossed*
Anyway, I should stop blabbering rubbish and start on my main point of this post! Because Nadiah had a last minute tuition so our plan to go out today failed. But, I still went out alone because I have to get something. Kekeke. Spent 2 hours at town and then went home. Really damn stupid but I have no choice because I'm afraid that my stuffs will go out of stock very soon hehehe.
Headed to ION's H&M and looked all around for the 2 things that I've been dying for. Will show pictures later on! Hehehe. Got my stuffs and went to Cineleisure to see if the "optional stuff" that I want is available/expensive. When I reached there, feeling all excited, THE ITEM WAS SO EXPENSIVE. Not even worth it. :( So I stopped myself from buying and went home. Achievement unlocked because I stopped myself from wasting money! Yipee yay.
While on the way home, I went to the McD near my house and got myself a cup of double chocolate yay! Cravings satisfied! ^^ One thing which made me really angry today was, while I was exiting the McCafe, a stupid fat bitch ah neh was blocking my way because the space in the McCafe was damn small. So, I was really polite and said excuse me because she did not see me beside her, wanting to exit. Very fed up because I already said excuse me quite loud, she still ignored me! Wadapak. Stupid ah neh spoiled my day. But it's ok! I've got the stuffs I want, I'm happy! ^^
Nothing else to say already so pictures time!
Trying to take a picture secretly while on my way home in the train hehehehe.
Put on a light layer of lipstick because my lips are fucking black for no apparent reasons.
OOTD: Checkered crop top, F21 black shorts, F21 Black elf-like boots
Upon reaching home, couldn't wait to try on the stuffs that I've bought so.................
Bought a suspender from H&M! Yipee yay! It only cost me $14.90. Worth it or not you tell me? Super worth it! Oh ya, fyi, the sunglasses wasn't from H&M. I just wore it to have that "sexy" (but not sexy at all) look. Kekekeke.
Another shot, trying to act chio. (More act chio ones below HAHAHA)
Below are some of the pictures that I took while I camwhored with my new loots. Kekekeke. Oh and I bought that beanie from H&M earlier on as well! It was only $7.90. MAD LOVE IT!
I was trying to show off the very satisfying bun that I've tied. Hehehehe.
Okay that's all! I know I very act chio in most of the photos but who cares. I LOVE MYSELF.
Something very random to add, if you have a friend like this (points down), YOU ARE REALLY LUCKY.
YOU MAY ENVY ME NOW.
HAHA BYE!
Monday, December 10, 2012
Thursday, December 6, 2012
3: idkwhat2
1. I'm angry: because my mosquito bites are not healing.
2. I'm sad: because I'm broke.
3. I'm happy: because I feel like a bookworm and that means I'm clever. (Not really)
4. I'm happy: because I'm getting a new pair of spectacles soon. (Hopefully)
5: I'm sad: because next year is O's.
6: I'm angry: because money did not drop down from the sky like rain.
7: I'm sad: because I keep on procrastinating.
8: I'm excited: because I can't wait to meet nadiah.
9: I'm sad: because I've been eating non-stop.
10: I'm happy: because I'm done with this post.
2. I'm sad: because I'm broke.
3. I'm happy: because I feel like a bookworm and that means I'm clever. (Not really)
4. I'm happy: because I'm getting a new pair of spectacles soon. (Hopefully)
5: I'm sad: because next year is O's.
6: I'm angry: because money did not drop down from the sky like rain.
7: I'm sad: because I keep on procrastinating.
8: I'm excited: because I can't wait to meet nadiah.
9: I'm sad: because I've been eating non-stop.
10: I'm happy: because I'm done with this post.
Wednesday, December 5, 2012
2: idkwhat
So I've changed my mind and decided to blog again. Just me being fickle-minded, as usual. I've deleted all my previous posts except for the OBS one because I took a mother fucking long time + hell loads of brain cells to remember everything in detailed to type them all out and I can't bear to just delete it like that. Give me time to get over it. HAHA.
I don't know what to post but I've been a good girl from morning till now because I've redone my notes but not done yet. What am I talking idk. LOL. OK. SO I'VE BEEN DOING NOTES UNTIL I GOT DISTRACTED BY MY STUPID HICCUP AND THEN I WENT TO WALK AROUND THE HOUSE, THINKING THAT MY HICCUP CAN BE CURED. AND I SAW MY LAPTOP AND TADA, I GOT DISTRACTED. *points gun at head and pulls trigger* Blah blah blah whatever I won't kill myself. hahahaha ok.
Plans this week,
Prefect meeting for masterchef, visit the library for more books, complete my process of redoing all my notes, strictly pancakes with nadiah. Yup, that's about it.
I think I'm a book worm because I keep on reading books. It's like I can't get enough of them. I'd rather read books than do all my holiday homeworks. STUPID OR WHAT. I think someone cast a spell on all those books in the library because once I've started reading them, I can't seem to stop. And my dad is one big weirdo. Normally, parents will be god damn happy when they see their child reading, right? But not for my dad. He asked me to stop reading and get on my homeworks. WHAT? Isn't he weird. Like, hello? I'm trying to improve my English. He said that my Maths and Sciences are more important because I suck at them. loloktrue.
Anyway, idk what to say anymore. I shall let you people admire my cute face below. (just kidding)
I don't know what to post but I've been a good girl from morning till now because I've redone my notes but not done yet. What am I talking idk. LOL. OK. SO I'VE BEEN DOING NOTES UNTIL I GOT DISTRACTED BY MY STUPID HICCUP AND THEN I WENT TO WALK AROUND THE HOUSE, THINKING THAT MY HICCUP CAN BE CURED. AND I SAW MY LAPTOP AND TADA, I GOT DISTRACTED. *points gun at head and pulls trigger* Blah blah blah whatever I won't kill myself. hahahaha ok.
Plans this week,
Prefect meeting for masterchef, visit the library for more books, complete my process of redoing all my notes, strictly pancakes with nadiah. Yup, that's about it.
I think I'm a book worm because I keep on reading books. It's like I can't get enough of them. I'd rather read books than do all my holiday homeworks. STUPID OR WHAT. I think someone cast a spell on all those books in the library because once I've started reading them, I can't seem to stop. And my dad is one big weirdo. Normally, parents will be god damn happy when they see their child reading, right? But not for my dad. He asked me to stop reading and get on my homeworks. WHAT? Isn't he weird. Like, hello? I'm trying to improve my English. He said that my Maths and Sciences are more important because I suck at them. loloktrue.
Anyway, idk what to say anymore. I shall let you people admire my cute face below. (just kidding)
The picture's quality is damn good because I took it with nadiah's camera. kekekeke.
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