20: March Holiday

Hi you people! Basically, to sum up my one week holiday, it's just choir, choir, laze in bed, homework, to town, laze in bed, homework. Actually I have nothing to blog lol anyway, just a summary so you don't have to go to the archives abd load post by post. Wait, I don't think anyone is that interested in my life........ But, whatever!

So yup, on Monday and Tuesday, I had choir and lessons. Nothing much interesting but I'm pretty happy that I'm able to understand that damn physics circuits chapter. Hurray! But when it comes to doing the actual work, I actually sucked at it.... Well, hafta practice more, I guess!

Wednesday was for me to rush through all my homework! Mission.... unaccomplished. Crap I only completed less than half of all the assignments that were given. What's worse? I left lots of blanks for my POA because I have totally no clue on how to do it. There goes my confidence. I really want to work hard to achieve what I want but everything seems to be going against me. Damn, this sucks. Okay, moving on!

Town on Thursday with sissy to walk around and shop. Finally I get to shop! Bought a black shorts from H&M as the price was really good and I'm in need of black shorts. Wanted to meet mum for dinner to have some good food after that but she was really busy with work. Hmm better luck next time!

Supposed to have a study date over at Nadiah's house on Friday but she had to go to her relative's house, last minute, for stay over. So I ended up at home, happily wasted my time away with some movies.

Determined to study on Saturday so I planned to wake up early to get breakfast with sissy at McDonald's and I tried the new strawberry hotcake thing. I didn't really like it because it doesn't taste as good as what I've expected. Pancakes/Hotcakes still go better with maple syrup, I guess! Headed home, done some of my homework and got distracted by myself and start to read passages like a professional news reporter but I keep having difficulties with pronouncing the word "three" properly then I got fed up and mumbled, "fuck this shit" then went to the TV. lol I can never really sit down for a day studying without any distractions.

Sunday, which is today, totally unproductive!!!!! Jailbroken my iPhone and customised many things but the main problem is, I haven't done any work. I know, FUCK MY LIFE. Yeah so now, I should probably get going with my works while waiting for my Pastamania delivery to arrive!

See y'all sooooooooon.

19: urm.. what?

HI EVERYBODY! I've been updating this space a lot recently huh. Yeah, I better do before the holiday ends! Been wanting to get out of my home ever since the March holidays have started but I'm broke. Blame myself for spending too much on food, once again. Sighhhh. But! I've been saving up too! Kinda ironic huh. Spending too much on food yet still able to save up.......... no my allowance isn't that much! $10 a week isn't a lot.

So yup, heading to Nadiah's house on one of the days for some studying and I'm hoping that I will really complete most of my homework on that day. *fingers crossed* Sec4 life isn't as easy as I've thought. :( I've got homework everyday. And by everyday, I really mean everyday, not even excluding the weekends. Jesus Christ I'm almost drowning in all those piles and piles of homework and on top of that, I've still got SYF on April, which means Choir 3 times per week. Oh yes, not forgetting, ARTS FIESTA. WOW KILL ME ALREADY. Ahhhhhhhhhhhh!!!*pulls hair*  Hope everything will end soon and I can concentrate fully on my studies and stop being lazy. Yes I can do this! 

I really need a study buddy but I'm so lazy to travel anywhere just to study because I'd rather study at home with all my resources available anytime I want. When I go to the library to study, I always forget to bring this and that then end up losing my mood to study. Really hate how I always get affected by everything so damn easily. Grrrrrrrrr why am I so fickle-minded. God damn it. 

Okay I should end here (I know, that's pretty sudden) and get started with my homework! Till then!

18: Spice of life

Hi everybody! It's been a long time since I've done a proper post so here it is! Recently, my life is all about school, cca, eat, sleep, drink, study and nothing much after that. Pretty boring huh. Well, what to do? O levels is this year, gotta work my ass off! 

Got sick recently, received lots of medicine from the doctor and missed a day of school. Lazed on the bed, took photos of myself because this is what girls do and after that study again. 

Oh yes, and I also bought an eyeliner from Topshop not long ago and tried it out. However, my eyes were too small lol and decided to draw a moustache on myself..........

Also, recently, dad sent off one of the birds we have back to his friend because there's something wrong with the bird............ Guess what? I love the bird too much and couldn't bear to send it off so I took lots and lots of pictures with it. HAHAHA I must be crazyyyyyyyy.

Back to school, choir, choir, still choir, because SYF is just around the corner! 

Finally the week has ended and then headed to Lot 1 with my sissy to get some wrapping paper for daddy's present and then top up my stationeries! 

So that's about it! I know, my life is beyond boring but it will be better after O's! See y'all sooooooooooooooooon! 

17: Midnight Snacks

Hey hey people! It's current'y 2:46AM right now. As you can see from the title, Midnight Snacks, you know this post is gonna be lame. But whateverrrrrrrrr. So yup, as I was feeling hungry earlier on, I decided to make myself something to eat and I'm gonna share with y'all how to do it. (Sorry, I'm really bored........)

First, prepare your ketchup (tomato sauce), bread and cheese! You can have as many bread as you want but make sure the number of bread and cheese is the same.

Next, you gotta dice up some ham or anything that you think goes well with bread, ketchup (tomato sauce) and cheese, and make sure you have sufficient for each pieces of bread!

Third, put your ham/other ingredients on the breads and put some ketchup (tomato sauce).

Fourth, put a slice of cheese on each bread!

Fifth, put them into the oven for 2 minutes!

Sixth, you're done! 

It should look like this inside. Very yummy!

Hope y'all have a great time making this and I really think it's a very convenient dish to make. It can be done within less than an hour and doesn't need super high quality oven to make it! Actually it can be eaten as breakfast, but I felt like eating it as my supper and there isn't any problem with that. Heheh okay I shall head to bed soon. See y'all again soon!

16: Too much of the littlest things

Sometimes when you feel like sharing so much but no one cares.
Sometimes you just want to cry and you don't know why.
Sometimes you feel so down but you have to control your feelings.
Sometimes when you feel so left out even when you're with a group of people you know and you just feel like shouting "I EXIST!" to them.
Sometimes when you feel so helpless and can't really do anything about it.
Sometimes when you just feel like crying but you know it's worthless.
Sometimes when you want to voice out your opinions but you feel small amongst the people you know.
Sometimes you feel like pouring out whatever that you're feeling because you feel that you don't deserve it at all but you're afraid that you'll will create trouble.
Sometimes you just want to let the people who hurt you feel the pain that they've caused you to have but you have no courage.
Sometimes when you feel that you've drifted away with a person whom you call best friend and you realised that the person is just making use of you.
Sometimes when you feel that you've been made used so many times and you start to feel so god damn worthless.
Sometimes when you feel you're just an extra piece of thing on earth because no one seems to appreciate you.
Sometimes when you feel like a ghost because no one seems to acknowledge your existence.