19: urm.. what?

HI EVERYBODY! I've been updating this space a lot recently huh. Yeah, I better do before the holiday ends! Been wanting to get out of my home ever since the March holidays have started but I'm broke. Blame myself for spending too much on food, once again. Sighhhh. But! I've been saving up too! Kinda ironic huh. Spending too much on food yet still able to save up.......... no my allowance isn't that much! $10 a week isn't a lot.

So yup, heading to Nadiah's house on one of the days for some studying and I'm hoping that I will really complete most of my homework on that day. *fingers crossed* Sec4 life isn't as easy as I've thought. :( I've got homework everyday. And by everyday, I really mean everyday, not even excluding the weekends. Jesus Christ I'm almost drowning in all those piles and piles of homework and on top of that, I've still got SYF on April, which means Choir 3 times per week. Oh yes, not forgetting, ARTS FIESTA. WOW KILL ME ALREADY. Ahhhhhhhhhhhh!!!*pulls hair*  Hope everything will end soon and I can concentrate fully on my studies and stop being lazy. Yes I can do this! 

I really need a study buddy but I'm so lazy to travel anywhere just to study because I'd rather study at home with all my resources available anytime I want. When I go to the library to study, I always forget to bring this and that then end up losing my mood to study. Really hate how I always get affected by everything so damn easily. Grrrrrrrrr why am I so fickle-minded. God damn it. 

Okay I should end here (I know, that's pretty sudden) and get started with my homework! Till then!