I've always thought that my life would be better if I had a boyfriend who loves me more than anyone, because at least I won't feel like my world is meaningless when my friends don't even care about me at all. But it never came across my mind that there is still a possibility that his feelings towards me will fade and leave me like how the others did, until now. I'm so tired of people making use of me, coming and going away as and when they like. I'm so tired of feeling worthless each time I feel left out. I wished I could survive alone, just by myself buy I can't. I need my friends but, do they even need me as much as I do? I doubt so. You see, no one needs me in their life and that makes me feel so worthless and then I'm constantly sad. Sometimes it annoys the hell out of me. When can I stop feeling sad? I just want to be happy but it's so difficult. Whenever I start to get so happy, something just have to happen and, baam, I'm back to being sad all over again.
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