Words that I couldn't get out of my mouth because of my ego, my pride.
Words that I wished I told you.
Words that I wished you knew.
Words that hurt so much.
Words that will mend everything.
Words that I wished I said.
Words that triggered everything.
Words that broke us.
The pride and ego I value so much. It ruins everything and saves everything at the same time. Sometimes it hurts to think back. Sometimes I miss the memories so much I just want to live in there. I wished things didn't turn out this way. As much as I kept saying I'm glad how everything turned out, deep down inside, I wished things turned out the other way around. I know how bad it is and I know that staying away is for the best because we are just people with totally different wavelengths.
I miss you guys.
But I know this is for the best.
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